Why is it that I feel like I’m only here to please and entertain other people? I mean I should have some other meaningful purpose right? I constantly go out of my way to do things for people but I can’t even get others to do the same for me. I should just stop and be selfish and only do things for myself. But I can’t. it’s physically impossible. Maybe I care too much so I just can’t expect that feeling to be reciprocated all the time. Ridiculously dumb but true.
does anyone else love that moment when you get home from a concert and you’re lying down to go to sleep and its just dead silent and you reflect on how amazing the show was and how you went from sensory overload to that quiet little moment that belongs to you and only you and you can remember the show perfectly and you’re so exhausted but so happy and you drift off in happy memories and you just feel right at home for once